HOW DOES IT FEEL.

As I stand here looking into me

There`s a picture of tranquility

This is never ending always turmoil

Attack and then defending...

I have to somehow spoil the plan.

This depression is eating at my heart

All these questions return me to the start

Holding back the tears incase they drown me

It`s been this for years...

My brain is out of town again.

I need to take life by the throat this time

I need to claim a space and call it mine

How does it feel to know your journey

It all to be real...

I feel so guilty.

Close the curtain end the fears I feel

Give me purpose make ambitions real

Let me define the line I`m trying to follow

A space I can say is mine...

I don`t think that`s too much to ask.